the sad sad life of mimi.
so be ready.
coz itz gonna be f*ckin' jiwang.
*hahakzZZZ!!!!!
so u still do...
yeah, im overwhelmed that u still read my blog. I tot only ghost read it. So what u can't b like her, so wat u aren't like her, so what u different... Yeah u're happy... I'm truly trilled by that, I really do...
Remember that time when u couldn't sleep do u were thinking if I would go back to my ex, sue... Remember? haha, I would say or express a few million words but I still won't get near even smelling her...
I didn't tell u cos I know u woudnt understand....
Move on? Easy for u to say.... Where u the onewho was left behind? Where u the one who was hurt so suddenly? Were u the one who expected a break up when u know that U WERE THE ONE THAT DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG?
Shafawati shafawati , u are just so naive... U were the one who wanted to break up and u were the one who wanted to work things out... Do u get the picture? What do u reAlly want? U keep letting ppl influencing the way u life then when will u live ur own life? I guess if ur do so, u nvr will...
did I ever ever say that u were cruel? Did i ever say that u were a bitch? Never...NEVER!!!!!
coz I know trufully u were the sweetest girl I ever met but u changed....
What I'm so sad about is that IBU wanted us together... To get married... She had hopes on me...
but I have to wait...
Nur Shafawati, I know what is really in ur heart,
U can't hide it...
U are just running away from it...
U would really remembered my word...
the day when we at esplanade...
the last time we went out...
u can't deny it...
manje I know u still love me....
Deep down in ur heart...
but u are just hiding it...
Its ok,
I'll wait no matter how long...
Coz I know...
Please be the girl I used to know...
the girl I went to sentisa with, to zoo with, to Bangkok with...
tv girl who laugh at me when I run away from a butterfly...
A girl....
Who just hug me when I meet her...
Just be my princess manje who u used to be...
please....
Im begging u....
GOD please!!!!
Saturday, May 17, 2008 // 12:58 AM